my quaint world

Just had a chat on the IM with littlecreature. We are going to start a daimoku campaign together, in challenging together, heart and soul with our dear friend, Sze in Taipei.

Sze's told me this Monday that the tumor in her liver has grown in size. She's got to go thru TAE again. And she's been having pain in her tummy too these weeks. My my my, its really a tough time for her.

A tough girl she is. She told me she'll not give up as long as her doctor doesn't give up on curing her. That's the spirit, attagirl!

littlecreature: Let's focus our determination to ~
1) chant for Sze's good fortune to be able to live life to the fullest and be able to overcome her health karma
2) chant to overcome our personal challenges and to achieve victories in our own lives
3) chant to be able to fuse our lives with the Mystic Law and be able to contribute to kosen rufu

littlecreature: Let's send her our determinations and I'll get the daimoku chart
nam: okok :)

1 million daimoku campaign!

Also, she reminded me :

We have to continue moving on because our lives are very dynamic. Nothing is static in this world, the only thing that is permananent is changes..
And, as human beings we evolved, we mature, we embark on new journey, rediscover ourselves, but never regress ok?

** She sits back and let out a little yawn, but her face is flushin with deep convictions

(Ma phone's current ringing tune)

A friend did a short translation for me :

Je ne veux pas travailler = I don't want to work
Je ne veux pas déjeuner = I don't want breakfast
Je veux seulement oublier = I only want to forget
Et puis je fume = And then I smoke

"That's depressing even translating it - you sure you like it? Are you not in a happy place at the moment?" He asked me.

Of course I am happy! Just that the tune gives me a very nostalgic feel :)

From http://martini-pink.lyrics-songs.com/

Ma chambre a la forme d'une cage
Le soleil passe son bras par la fenêtre Les chasseurs à ma porte Comme les petits soldats Qui veulent me prendre

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement oublier
Et puis je fume

Déjà j'ai connu le parfum de l'amour
Un million de roses
N'embaumeraient pas autant
Maintenant une seule fleur
Dans mes entourages
Me rend malade

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement oublier
Et puis je fume

Je ne suis pas fière de ça
Vie qui veut me tuer
C'est magnifique
Être sympathique
Mais je ne le connais jamais

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement oublier
Et puis je fume

Je ne suis pas fière de ça
Vie qui veut me tuer
C'est magnifique
Être sympathique
Mais je ne le connais jamais

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement oublier
Et puis je fume

After the birthday fever is over, I guess this is exactly how I felt - lost in translation.

So much thoughts, so little time.

But in anycase, as I crosses the minutes into my 27th year of existence - i redetermined to renew my determinations :) - to live a glorious life, fulfilled and all happiness.

How? Where do I go from here? I realised this year, I've done pretty nothing much except for too much workings and partyings. Of course, the travellings has been a plus points but yet, the enthusiasm has died down and the travels has become a part of the job. I know, I should strike myself out of this ritual and make values in every moment of my life.

Therefore, here comes 2006 and its time again to brainstorm and write my resolutions for the new year.

Meantime, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me again!

** She smiles an everlasting smile

Its the first day of my n-th year of existence!

Somehow, I'd like to feel especially special on this day. Feel renewed and anew. Redetermined and regenerated.

Its a whole new beginning and I've a list of stuffs to be accomplished for this coming new year.

I'll write more later...

Still enjoying the mood!

I got an iPod from Yen. Isn't that great? I am exhilarated! Its such a suprise and its such a great pressie! My my my!

I love it. Its sleek. Its black. Multi-function.

iPod Video!!!

Yipppeee... happy birthday to me!